Life's a holiday

SPRING IS HERE.
Last. Year was all Topsy turvey.
So emotional------ and this year too. I don't every remember losing such sleep before. Being so on going distraught.   Being so ok and peaceful and then so distraught again.
Will this particular mental adjustment never end?
Maybe this healing process will make me a better person.
There are rays of hope
I am starting roo dream about fabric again. Starting to listen and watch  how to video's. Starting to think, and play,
QUILT!
I know this is all worth it. I want to make Heaven. Thought that I was alright till I discovered that hidden fester of anger in my heart. Just got to work this all out.